Wednesday, October 29, 2003

:o(
Im sick...
I need some TLC.

*sigh*

My throat hurts... :o(

Monday, October 27, 2003

Hey Everyone...

Haven't updated since Friday but that's okay... I'm certain y'all didn't miss me. *rolls eyes*
LOL

Anyway, Friday night was boring. Didn't do a damn thing. Went to bed right after work actually.

Saturday I went to the hairdresser in the afternoon. Got to spend some time with Auntie Carol and Vanessa so that was cool. In the evening, Mary, Vanessa and I went to Natalie Brooks' Sweet Sixteen. Yes y'all... I went to a SWEET SIXTEEN. My last one was prolly 1999 or 2000. LOL It actually was a good party. She had celebs passing through... like Wayne Marshall, Esco (from Leftside & Esco) and Jazzy-T (from Renaissance and ZIP FM). So of course, her party will be the talk of ICHS and Campion for the rest of this week.

Anyway, I left the Sweet Sixteen early to go to Village with Lesley, Martin and Lesley's friend from Trinidad. Village was good. Learnt some new dances too... like excitement, lightning (the proper way lol) and Spongebob! *grin*

Yesterday, went to mass at 6pm. That's about it really.

Uhmm... oh yeah!!! How could I forget? Congrats to Shaun!!! She's a mummy again! *grin* Welcome Leila Mendiola!

Well... that's REALLY it. Gotta run!

Ciao!

Friday, October 24, 2003

Uhmm... HELP?

Again I ask, how do you help someone miles away from you???

:o(

God? A plane ticket? Or just hope for the best?

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Okay... so today was not so bad after all. S***** came to work. So I didn't have to hold down other forts... *phew*

Anyway, it's home time in a few so I'm signing off...

Kat's leaving me tomorrow. *grrr* Have a safe flight hun!

I'm out. Mom's here.

Today is Malcolm's birthday... so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALCS!!!! I am so sorry I couldn't make it to McAppleton's last night. I was so exhausted and just feeling very bleh. Anyway, I am sure you had a great time.

Well, today might be one of those "Super Cary" days because THREE of my coworkers (yeah, I said three) are sick. One has a migraine, one has the flu and the other has a stomach ache. Most unfortunate... but, I hope it doesn't mean I have to answer ALL the phones. As much as I'd love to help out I really am not in the mood for it.

I need to save people! Why was I not born rich?? *sigh* All I want is to further my education... why does it have to be so hard? *sigh* I will not give up. I will push and shove ahead. Even if it is past my limit. I don't care. Sacrifices have to be made. Don't they?

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

So I had a long convo with my mom until 1am this morning. We were talking about my future. I really think my dream will come true guys! I really do think I'll end up going to F.I.U. and furthering my studies. I am so excited! *sigh*

Hopefully, nothing will go wrong.

My friend is in trouble and I don't know how to help her out. She's crying out to me and I can't be there for her. Physically.

How do I help her? She's always helped me and she hasn't been here physically...

Grrr. This is frustrating.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Hi all... so,I have returned from Ocho Rios. I had a very restful vacation. We went down on Friday after work and returned last night at around 6:30 or so... We went to Margaritaville two nights in a row. It was okay. Met some decent guys and I danced with a hottie. *grin* Didn't get his name though... *frown* Kathryn and I also heard that Ms. Dumb Blonde (Jessica Simpson) and N'Sync were in Ocho Rios for the weekend. They were spotted hanging out at Margaritaville and were reported to be staying at Sandals. We heard from a very reliable source. *wink*

*Sigh*

I don't really know what's going on with me but, these days, I am not in the mood for much partying... in fact, all I can think about is Miami. After being there for a week I realized that I needed to be there. I need a longer time away from Jamaica. I am not happy here and when Im not happy it means that I don't do well. Once I am somewhere where I am happy... then I am productive. I thought that nothing could sway me from all thoughts of continuing my education in Trinidad. But, I realize I am YEARNING for the US College experience as so many friends and family have experienced.

I am prepared to give up everything to fulfill my dreams... even if it means not coming home for a while.

I will not rest until I am where I want to be.

Friday, October 17, 2003

Heidi ho people!!! Well, I am back from Miami... unfortunately... *sigh* I miss it terribly... I stayed @ F.I.U. and I enjoyed EVERY minute of it. I am in love with that campus now...

Anyway, I am off to Ocho Rios for the long weekend with my Leg. I hope it's a good trip...

Well, have a great weekend guys!!! I promise to go into more details about Miami when I return.

Love you all!

Ciao dah-lins! :o)

Saturday, October 11, 2003

*ahem*
I AM IN MIAMI!!!!!!
*grin*

I am having a ball so far. Kat? Do ya miss me? heh heh heh I miss you Leg, you'd be having fun right now. *sniff sniff*

Renz... you should SEE all the Spongebob stuff I have... nyah nyah ni boo boo stick ya head in DOO DOO! LOL Just kidding Renz, you KNOW I love ya... *muah*

Anyway, tonight we're going to a fete in Coconut Grove. It promises to be good. (*whispers* Rupee might be there) *grin*

*PAUSE*

I just heard my friend and her mom got robbed. Held up with a gun. No, it did not happen in Jamaica. In Trinidad. Where I'm supposed to feel safe. *sigh* What is this world coming to? Thank God they were not hurt.

Anyway, Im going to end my post now. Talk to y'all sometime soon!

Oh oh oh! Good news! Nikisha and baby Neesha are doing great! *grin*

Ciao!

Thursday, October 09, 2003

So... I went to see Underworld with Kathryn and Lisa yesterday afterwork. There were like 30 - 40 persons MAX in the theatre. I thought a movie like that would have brought in a bigger crowd. Oh well. It was a good movie. Even though it was not your typical 'horror'. There were NO sex scenes, almost ZERO cursing and hardly any gore. For a movie about werewolves (lychen) and vampires it had a pretty good storyline. I cannot wait to see the sequel. *grin*

This morning I got the sweetest card from Ronaine and Sancia. A HALLMARK one at that... *sigh* Im their little sis. *blush*

Speaking of little sisters... mine should be on her way too or already at Norman Manley International Airport. Im sure ALL of you know this by now because I've been blabbing it to everyone... LOL She's going to Trinidad to participate in a waterpolo tournament. She's on Jamaica's ALLSTAR team. *grin* I am SUPER proud of her even though she nags me like a little mosquito. LOL Anyway Mary... KICK SOME TRINI BUTT!!! *grin* LOL

Well... Im off to Miami tomorrow... I'll probably write some more tomorrow morning. I STILL don't know how the hell Im getting to the airport. LOL My parents aint taking my ass nowhere. Don't worry... I'll be fine. *wink*

Later peeps.

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

So yesterday was kinda lame. I think most of you know why already. My finger is hurting again... :o( Damn this place.

Right now I am so exhausted. I don't know why... maybe it's because Im still tired from the weekend's activities. Maybe it's cause my allergies are bothering me. Maybe it's from all the blood I lost yesterday... (it was really a lot). Or maybe it's that time of the month. :S

Anyway, I really cannot wait for Friday. Not because Im meeting my new friends or because of Miami Carnival. But because I'll be away from this place for a little. Right now, I actually wish I could have this vacation on an island by myself. I'd sleep, eat, swim and watch tv all day.

Sigh

Today better be good.

Sunday, October 05, 2003

So... it's Sunday and I've just come home from church. Yes, I got my lazy ass outta bed and went to mass with my entire family. The first time in WEEKS. (not that I has stopped going or anything like that... ) And guess what? Mass was WONDEFUL today. I actually felt really blessed and just happy to be alive. God, if I ever doubted your presence... I certainly doubt no mor after today. :o)

Well... I went to my Leg's last night. We had movie night. *grin* So, Malcs came for me at around after 9 or so and then we stopped at KFC in Manor Park. Man... it took FOREVER to get my zinger combo. I thought they were making the bread from scratch or something. Steups. Anyway, I got extra fries. *grin* We got to Kat's by 10pm. By that time Phillip, Jeremy and Bling (Andrew) were there. Phillip was in MY seat. *grrr* LOL
Anyway... Lisa joined us at around 11 or so and we watched Dreamcatcher (did NOT do Stephen King's book ANY justice - as usual) and Anger Management. The latter was HILARIOUS!! LOL I was laughing throughout the entire movie.

Anyway, I got home at around 4:30 or so. *sigh* Two nights in a row... NOT GOOD. Now Im exhausted.

Oooh!! Guess what? FOUR MORE DAYS TILL MIAMI BABY!! *ahem*

Sorry... had to get that out.

Ciao dahlings!

Saturday, October 04, 2003

Okay gentle people! It's Saturday and I am ALIVE and in ONE piece! (Which is QUITE surprising... especially after last night's activities heh heh heh)

So... remember yesterday when I 'spilt the beans' about where Kat and I were going last night? Well... heh heh heh... Im about to TELL you about where we went last night.

Anyhoo... so I decided to go home with Kat after work... so she took me home to get my clothes and other stuff. Got to her house and ate some luv-ah-ly dinner (compliments of Chef Katpuss heh heh heh) and then proceeded to watch "A Man Apart" on dvd. You know... the movie with VIN DIESEL baby! :o) *sigh* He is SOOOO frigging hot! Anyway, after that... we got ready and left. We picked up Lisa and then headed on down to Hilton to meet the F.O. Crew. We left Hilton @ about 12:30 because we had to wait on them to finish getting ready and stuff.

We went to Village Cafe first and boy was it RAMMED! Damn homie! Thank GOD women are ALWAYS free at that place or ELSE you know who woulda been screw... Anyhoo... didn't have to pay for drinks. *grin* Compliments of Mark or one of the guys and my cousin's friend Ian (who has the BIGGEST crush on me ever... not cool). After rubbing up against sweaty strangers we decided we'd had enough and left the Village at 2:40 or so.

Alright... here's the fun part. *grin* We FINALLY got to Ceaser's... the moment we had been waiting for ALL night. lol Now, to satisfy your curiosity... Ceaser's is a STRIP club. Yeah, that's right... I said S-T-R-I-P club. Firstly, it's 3 bills to get in and those loser boys from work didn't even have the DECENCY to pay for us. Steups. LOL Anyway... the doorman wouldn't even give us a discount and it was 12 or 13 of us. He claimed that it was "Freaky Hour" and they don't give discounts at that time. Yeah right. We got inside at 3 and freaky hour wasn't until 3:30am.

Okay... now this place is a bit sleazy... (Palais Royale - another strip joint I had the opportunity to see is sleazier. ugh. ) Anyway, the girls were ugly... most of them... but damn... some of them ACROBATIC yow. One girl in particular kept looking at me and everytime she walked past me she'd rub her hands on my ass. Now... I didn't say anything to anyone about this (well, except Rene) but she whispered in my ears that she wanted me. *gasp* I was like uhmm... err... no thanks.

Okay... on to FREAKY HOUR. I am sure all of you are curious. Well... freaky hour consists of one of the girls and a RANDOM man from the audience FUCKING on the stage. Yes, I did say FUCKING because that aint sex. At least they used a condom. Well... at first it was funny... cause the guy couldnt get it up. LOL And then the girl kept sitting on his face so he could eat her out and he DID NOT want to! *gasp* A guy rejecting the almighty pussy? Never... lol... but who could blame him? I mean... if I were a guy I wouldnt wanna lick some STRIP girl/ho's pussy... let alone put my dick in it. Eww. Now that's just wrong. Anyway... when he DID get it up... she used her MOUTH to put on the condom. Can I tell ya... I was like WOW. LOL Anyway, he was a "one minute dude". LOL

Anyway, eventually we left (the guys were bored lol) and well... I got home at 4:45am this morning.

*Phew* So... that was my night. I can safely say I don't wanna be going to anymore strip clubs... unless it's GUYS doing the stripping. Heh heh heh. :o)

Gotta run now!

Ciao!

Friday, October 03, 2003

Okay... It's FRIDAY! T.G.I.F! :o) It's also PAYDAY! *grin*

And most importantly, SIX DAYS TILL I LEAVE this country to PAR-TAY, PAR-TAY, PAR-TAY! LOL

Alright... today imma spill the beans on where myself and my leg are supposedly going tonight... we're going to CEASER's. heh heh heh

Now HALF of you all that read my blog have NO clue what Im talking about... should I leave you in suspense till a little later???


YES!!! *insert evil laughter* heh heh heh

Now onto more important things... today is Tish's 19th Birthday y'all! Tish is the one who fixed up my blog for me and is continuing to work on it for me. Tish... meh gurl... HAPPY BIRTHDAY chica! I love you much! You've been a great friend and I cannot wait to see you in Miami. :o) It shall be fun.

Anyway... off to work you lazy people! LOL

Later!

Thursday, October 02, 2003

Hello y'all! It's OCTOBER baby!!! And in SEVEN days... that's right... SEVEN days I shall be living it up in MIAMI darlings!!! :o)

I am VERY excited because I've been wanting to leave the country for a WHILE now to take a break from work and home. *grin* Makes me think of Will Smith's song "Miami." LOL

Anyway... these days not much is going on so I don't have lots to say. Most likely on the weekend I will. :o) Oooh... hopefully, I'll gather some funds to go and lime with the Front Desk crew tomorrow night. We're going to 2 places... heh... I cant wait to go to the 2nd place. *wink*

Im not telling until Saturday morning! *evil laughter*

Bye Y'all!