Wednesday, March 03, 2004

I am trying so hard to not to feel demotivated or not to feel badly about all the things happening to me at my workplace.
But it's so freaking hard.

Why are people out to get me? Am I a threat to them or something? All I want to do is get a good experience... I don't want anyone's position... hell, I don't even want their pay.

Sigh.

Im TRYING my best not to make it bother me.... and not to think about it... but it is and I am. To be honest, I even cried when it hit me. Im not used to being 'unwanted'. Im used to people looking out for me, people loving me and wanting me around. This is all new to me.

Eventually I will suck it up and 'take it like a bitch', but for now, imma be mopey cause it's hard to smile in a place filled with hostile, hypocritical bitches.

That's all for now folks.

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